Thursday, December 9, 2010

hai..assalamulaikum...lama da x post entry kan...hmmm..lately ni mls nk on laptop n online...prefer duk blik layan perasaan je..huhu
so new story..i got posting to my first school...smk raja abdullah..
kenal ke sek ni???
ak pun x kenal...guess wat..dis is a sport school in kl...second place after bukit jalil...
a little bit stress even thougt i never meet with d students yet,,but all the feedback from d teachers
are negative...menjatuhkan lagi la semangat ak nk ngaja...
i dunno..suddently it appear in my mind...is it a right decision to be a teacher...??
could i be a good teacher...???
to be fair...to be commite with my work...n yg penting could i be ikhlas???lillahitaala...bukan sbb gaji semata2...sume soalan yg membebankan benakku...
could i satisfied with my job???
could i stay stand when my students said
"teacher, sy dtg sini sbb nk men bola je"...
ohhh no...
jawapan nye.....ak pun tak tau...
cz i never meet my students yet..
n ak tak tau ragam pe yg diorang nk buat ngan ak..
n for my first impression...this is not the place that i want to spend my time with...
haaaaa..lelahhhh rasenye nk menunggu tahun bru..
from the pk 1, penyelia petang, guru2 senior, guru baru...its all negative words cm from their mouth...tak penh lagi ade yg kata...congrates..u akan gembira kat sini...
with 70++% chinese students , with a very little basic to communicate in bahasa melayu...
student from the LES , that just came to fullfill their day,,,
with d sport boys that we know how bad their interest in study...
and with d surrounding that i never imagine i could stay....
hmmmm...now im trying to be optimis...
x kenal maka tak cinta kan...i try to love my new school..
i try to accept everything that Allah plan for me..
and the most important thing...
i try to be a good teacher..insya allah...
if they can do...nani also can do kan...
yakin boleh nani...u can do ittttttt!!!!!!!

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